Would it be a cliche if I went ahead and said that I’d pick the moment when my uncle Mason came to town? Before his death… around the time when he told me about the curse… I mean maybe then I could somehow make it so he didn’t die, and then he’d still be around. I mean I know your are probably expecting some lovey dovey shit out of me, or saying that I wish I was human again or some shit - but I guess having him back, somehow saving him would be the one thing I’d want and the moment I would go back to.
Some days I wish that I was at least still human so I wouldn’t be the last male Lockwood that could carry on the family name, but other times… like now, I’m actually happy that I was turned because I don’t have to feel that pain every full moon anymore, I don’t have to deal with my bones breaking or getting loose and killing someone I care about it’s just… yeah, I don’t wish that I was never turned. But I’m sure after the first hundred years I’ll have a different answer.
Uh yeah, I feel freer and I didn’t have this sense before when I was under the sire-ment before I left town to break it. I mean he’s even told me to do things that I haven’t done, because I don’t feel the magnet inside telling me to follow his rules. So yeah… I know I broke the bond.
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